Apr 22, 2004 21:25
Nothing has changed... and some things wont..
the motherly rele wants me to become close with jodi... get to know each other...so i asked her.. mom.. how will we ever become close with me seeing her once maybe every 2 months.... she said nothing... for once i was right and she knew it... so now im back on weekly...
i dont think she likes me much... theres many times we hit an akward silence...and on numerous ocasions i dont think she knows what exactly to do with me...
my moms best friend is moving in 2 days... to newfoundland... she has a 3 year old daughter.. who i guess over the year i have made myself attatched to her and not made a note of it...i dont get to say goodbye... if i only knew today was the last time i;d see her, i wouldnt have acted as if it were any normal day... barely acknowledging her...i think i rele became attatched because she reminds me of myself when i was little... and thats what makes me sad...its just so weird im never going to see her again... :S...
but thats all i rele have to say i guess
im not feeling so amazing...physically for once that is...
night..
-angEla-