okay wow i haven't written in this in like 40 years. SO much has happened and i totally need to vent it all and stuff so get ready to read.
hmm so last friday i saw hairspray in san fransisco (which is like a 15 minute drive from my house, btw) and it was seriously so amazing. someday i want to be on that stage doing all that... sigh.... dreams. SPEAKING OF DREAMS, i went to BCBG store and found the most beautiful dress EVER. i seriously didnt want to leave it but it was $637 bucks ON SALE. not kidding... so needless to say i didn't buy that dress. so then the next day i hung out with emily and we saw the notebook, which was seriously so amazing it is insane, i saw it twice in the past week, and we were driving along in her car even though she's not actually supposed to drive people cause she's only had her liscense for like.. 2 monthes, but whatever we were driving along and these boys in the car next to us were like staring at us and then they pointed at me and smiled, lol, and so we sped up and i waved and they waved back and it was funny. so then emily and i went to get coffees and we sat and had a really good conversation about life. everything is better when you talk about it over coffee, so that was nice and we got some good conversations in. then later that night i went to lauren, one of my best friends, house. and boy we got in some serious shit. we had this bottle of wine in her room so we were both drinking like maybe 3 gulps and just having fun talking about everything when her stepsister comes in and is like "hey guys, i'm really good at chugging alcohol, watch me be stupid and chug this bottle of wine. and when im done, i'll light this candle" k well she didnt actually say all of that, but it was close, and so she drank like the whole bottle and lit a candle. so laurens stepmother smelled smoke and thought we were smoking cigarettes and came downstairs to find lauren and i laughing in a smoky room with a 2/3 empty bottle of wine, the stepsister NO WHERE IN SIGHT. well i got taken home at like 1 15 in the morning and ahh sucked... so then i went to camp again for movie making and special effects and i was in a class with all boys. le sigh. it was ermmm intresting. all the counselors thought i was a counselor and hit on me which was wonderful because they were all hot emo little british boys, no joke. ummmm..... then i decided i am going to redo my room so any suggestions are GOOOOD! ummmmmmm so i'm trying to think of what else i did but for some reason i forget. so last night i hung out with another one of my best friends, lilly, and i put these rad red highlight things in my hair that are not permanent but they look so coooool! <3 and we went and saw the notebook cause she hadnt seen it, and we bought popcorn and stuff and i gave the lady a 10 for the food i was buying for us to eat and get fat on, and i guess she thought i gave her a 20 and so she gave me a 10 back and i didnt realize it until we were sitting down, AND SINCE IM SUCH AN HONEST PERSON i went back and returned the 10 bucks to her. so then we went home and watched the hot chick and stayed up late depressing ourselves by wishing we had jessica simpsons figure, and then we went to bed around 3 something or other... but we were rudely awoken the next day at like 7 FUCKING O CLOCK BECAUSE THE NEIGHBOR NEXTDOOR HAS A FUCKING SWIM CLASS AT 7 IN THE MORNING FOR LITTLE KIDS WHO SCREAM WHENEVER A DROP OF WATER TOUCHES THEIR SKIN. ahhh i was so upset. so then i came home and i went to haight street in the city and got hot glasses, and get this, SEVEN FOR ALL MANKIND JEANS AT A VINTAGE STORE FOR 37.50. 38 BUCKS FOR THOSE HOT BAD BOYS. ahh i was SO stoked! it was funny cause then we went to this store across the street and they had the same ones i got, new, for 160 bucks. ahaha i laughed at the rich ass people buying them. stupid fuckss. ummmmm so yeah that was my past few days. also, i just got off the phone talking to laurens dad apoligizing to him and he says its oka and that we can still hang out just take a 2 or 3 week break. if you read that, i love you, and now pictures of course.
me being odd before hairspray
emily driving us on our adventure
the boy who made our cofffeees <3
you know you LOVE my hot hair in that bun
lauren and i <3
oh boyyyyy
this boy i met at camp who I SWEAR LOOKS LIKE SHANE WEST. DOES HE NOT?!?! and i made him take a picture with a treeee
notice the red in my hair. isn't it neat. i love it...
lol i dont know why but i really like this picture. everyone says i look and act like drew barrymore and for some reason in this picture i see it.
fin
oh yes, ps.
yay for fat legs..