Left behind.
I think this is the first summer in a long while where I'm not leaving my home for a vacation/trip/summer camp. Most of the time I don't mind but today I felt so restless. I really miss my friends, because they're all busy with college preparations and jobs. The friends in my class (2010) are equally occupied. And my best friends are leaving to Chile (where it's winter, don'tchaknow?) and Mexico next week for about a month each. And my boyfriend is leaving to New Zealand for a year sometime in mid-July. And another friend of mine just got home from a tour of Europe. And my dad moved out in January, and has a house to himself and lots of tail to keep him distracted.
Everyone has had or is having an adventure this summer, and I'm here. I suppose I'm envious.
And a note about senior year: my expectations are low. It's not what I'm looking forward to, apart from graduation. I'm so ready to friggin' leave! It wears on me not being more useful. I'm going to stay hopeful, because I can see the light at the end of the tunnel again.
I saw Up for the third time on Friday. Every time I watch it I catch something new and laugh at something different. Everyone should see it. It's a breath of fresh air.
Everyone has had or is having an adventure this summer, and I'm here. I suppose I'm envious.
And a note about senior year: my expectations are low. It's not what I'm looking forward to, apart from graduation. I'm so ready to friggin' leave! It wears on me not being more useful. I'm going to stay hopeful, because I can see the light at the end of the tunnel again.
I saw Up for the third time on Friday. Every time I watch it I catch something new and laugh at something different. Everyone should see it. It's a breath of fresh air.