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i wish i knew what i wanted to do with my life..i dont want to feel like im wasting time. or wasting time doing something i dont want to do.
i just want to be happy. and oddly enough it doesnt take that much.
its a weird feeling making decisions that actually carry some weight. sometimes i wish the only decision i made was "what do i want to wear today" or something so trivial. i miss being a kid. the real world scares me....or should i say being average or doing enough just to get by scares me.
i'll figure this shit out, i always do. im an optimist.
i may not know what i want exactly..but i know what i dont want.
its time for a clean up.
----im horrifically vague, but thats fine by me.
i just want to be happy. and oddly enough it doesnt take that much.
its a weird feeling making decisions that actually carry some weight. sometimes i wish the only decision i made was "what do i want to wear today" or something so trivial. i miss being a kid. the real world scares me....or should i say being average or doing enough just to get by scares me.
i'll figure this shit out, i always do. im an optimist.
i may not know what i want exactly..but i know what i dont want.
its time for a clean up.
----im horrifically vague, but thats fine by me.