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got this idea from carla's journal- ran with it.
I've never been dumped.
I've been hiding my heart from the people that love me the most my entire life.
I'm terribly romantic and equally emotionless.
I can't cry.
I can never decide what kind of music I like.
I constantly worry whether I'm going to be sucessful in life, and i have trouble 'living in the moment'.
I have a love/hate relationship with drugs and alcohol.
I have never been caught by my parents- never been grounded.
The thing that bothers me the most is that i can't love her outloud.
I'm horrible at accepting gifts or compliments.
I only like poetry that I can connect to.
Playing guitar does not keep me alive.
I had my first real kiss with a girl.
I lost my virginity to someone I will never see again, and whom I know nothing about.
I enjoy doing things the most- and have the most energy when i'm doing things for other people.
The scariest feeling is when you realize that you have the capacity to end your own life.
I'm very picky about people.
Sometimes i think i should have been a boy.
Christian music makes me feel amazing.
I am a first class womanizer when i'm joking around.
It scares me how morbid i really am.
I'm scared to death of being alone and yet i want everyone to go away.
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ON A BRIGHTER NOTE.
here are some pictures of Caitlin, because she COMMENTS
I made these, but the pictures were from her journal.
