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alright so i feel like a bad eljay-er since i havent updated in a while. lots of stuff going on lately so now might be a good time to update...
so anyways this week was good. monday i had gymnastics like always and we worked on back tucks a lot. i get really scared to do them anywhere but the trampoline though so i just need to GET OVER IT!!! i got a coldstone gift certificate for 3$ for reaching my goal of learning a tuck though. yeah! so this coming monday my goal is to do a bhs back tuck on the trampoline. it feels weird when i try but i know i can do it. i also talked to austin on monday night cuz he called and it was just really nice like always. we pretty much end up talking for an hour+ every time he calls. i just love it.
then tuesday i stayed home sick with a sore throat cuz like everyone in our house has been sick lately. i was just wiped out and tuesday was an odd day which sucks so i didnt want to go anyways. i got to sleep a lot and it was pretty nice. austin didnt call but...
then on wednesday i talked to him in class and he was like ahh sorry for not calling but i went out and didnt get back til late and i was like oh yeah thats totally fine. i just like the fact that he feels like he should call. i like it when he calls. wow okay i cannot really shut up about him. on wednesday in history i found out that our group won this one debate thing we had so ill prolly get a good grade on that which i wanted. austin called wednesday and we talked for a while. he said he wanted to hang out on friday cuz he was going paintballing on saturday and i was like yeah that sounds good. so he said he would call me tomorrow (thursday).
then yesterday it SNOWED!!! there wasnt like a bunch of ice on the roads or anything but school was delayed for two hours! YEAH! so i was majorly happy about that. i didnt even want to go to school but marianne pretty much made me but im sort of glad she did. im just glad that i am getting caught up a little in my odd day classes. i was supposed to go see kelsey in her musical last night too but it turned out that it got cancelled cuz of the snow!! she wasnt very happy about that but i was sort of glad to just stay home.
and then today was awesome. we had no school today so i slept in til 9:30 (which is early for me to get up actually...). so then when i got up i shaved my legs, took a shower, and just got all ready cuz AUSTIN WAS COMING OVER!! then i had to do chore stuff like vacuum, unload some dishes, and do some laundry. easy stuff and i got it all done. so then austin called at 1 like he said he would but he didnt have a way to get over here!! so i was like no thats fine, are you doing anything tomorrow (saturday) and he said no. SOOOOO long story short he is coming over tomorrow prolly early to late afternoon. it was so cute cuz when i talked to him on aim i was like do you wanna come over friday around dinner time? and he was like "well i kind of was hoping to spend the whole day with you..." and i was like !!!!!!!!!!!!!! fskjfkwir! so when i talked to him about coming over tomorrow instead he was like yeah that sounds good cuz well get to spend more time together that way anyways! so i am way happy that he just wants to spend time with me and all.
oh yeah and things have been getting sort of complicated with austin and his friend ryan lately. THIS IS GOING TO BE A LOOOOONG STORY BUT IM PUTTING IT HERE BECAUSE I WANT TO!
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so anyways, austin went to his dads this past weekend and i was at my moms. turned out that austin took his friend ryan with him and ryan has text on his phone so i was glad about that cuz i got to talk to austin and ryan. so sunday i was just talking to ryan and ryan told me something that he thought i should know... he told me that austin has like these girls (two as far as i know) that want to have sex with me and austin cant choose between having sex with one of them (or maybe both??) or going out with me and having a relationship. so of course i was like majorly depressed cuz i mean i dont want austin to be thinking about having sex with other girls!! i mean i know hes a guy and they think about sex all the time but i mean if i was going out with austin hes gunna be satisfied ya know?? ryan says austin prolly thinks im a prude cuz he knows ive never gone out with or kissed a guy but whatever. when i find the right guy (which i think i have) im not gunna be a prude with him. HAHA! i mean im not just gunna have sex with him but i mean he wont be disappointed with me or anything... so then i was still talking to ryan and it turns out that ryan likes me. ryan is like one of austins best friends and so now austin has no idea that his best friend likes me. and ryan is like sort of jealous of austin. so lately ive been talking to ryan on aim cuz i mean hes a nice guy and im glad hes telling me whats up with austin. and like i told him i liked to listen to peoples' problems and he was like "do you want me to tell you a problem?" and i was like yeah sure. so he said something like "well i like this one girl but my best friend likes her too so i cant say i like her cuz he'll think im getting in his business and even if my best friend didnt like her i wouldnt ask her out anyways because she deserves better." so i was like WHOA. cuz i mean he thinks im perfect and all this stuff. i feel really bad but i mean, i dont like ryan. at all... like he is an awesomely cool guy but lets just say the thought of making out with him or something is... stomach turning. god i feel horrible saying that. so then i was texting with ryan and he told me that austin said to him that hes going to hang out with me this weekend and is going to ask me out when he does. so when austin comes over hes probably going to ask me out!!!!!!!!!!! i cannot explain how excited i am. and ryan also says austin says that hes going to kiss me if i say yes or whatever so thats why austin hasnt asked me at school or something. so god i just cannot wait to kiss austin. i mean i dont know it will happen for sure but i mean most signs are pointing to the fact that it probably will.... my first kiss. sounds so dumb but i just am so glad its going to be soon. i think. okay so ive rambled a lot but things are just so..... _______! dont even know the right word for it.
okay so this has been like a super duper long entry and i hope you enjoyed it!!!!!!!! ill prolly update after i hang out with AUSTIN TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!! chyeah bitches.
what now.
EDIT:: oh yeah and i got acrylic nails put back on today!!!!! i missed having them and now i can have them since i dont have cheer anymore for a little while. they are french manciured and just look gorgeous. i love having long pretty nails that dont break off. those asian ladies are GOOD! oh yeah and also i start drivers ed at the end of this month!! i got the textbook from UPS on tuesday and i was suprised it came so fast. so now i just need to get the confirmation letter saying my class times and everything. so im really excited!!
so anyways this week was good. monday i had gymnastics like always and we worked on back tucks a lot. i get really scared to do them anywhere but the trampoline though so i just need to GET OVER IT!!! i got a coldstone gift certificate for 3$ for reaching my goal of learning a tuck though. yeah! so this coming monday my goal is to do a bhs back tuck on the trampoline. it feels weird when i try but i know i can do it. i also talked to austin on monday night cuz he called and it was just really nice like always. we pretty much end up talking for an hour+ every time he calls. i just love it.
then tuesday i stayed home sick with a sore throat cuz like everyone in our house has been sick lately. i was just wiped out and tuesday was an odd day which sucks so i didnt want to go anyways. i got to sleep a lot and it was pretty nice. austin didnt call but...
then on wednesday i talked to him in class and he was like ahh sorry for not calling but i went out and didnt get back til late and i was like oh yeah thats totally fine. i just like the fact that he feels like he should call. i like it when he calls. wow okay i cannot really shut up about him. on wednesday in history i found out that our group won this one debate thing we had so ill prolly get a good grade on that which i wanted. austin called wednesday and we talked for a while. he said he wanted to hang out on friday cuz he was going paintballing on saturday and i was like yeah that sounds good. so he said he would call me tomorrow (thursday).
then yesterday it SNOWED!!! there wasnt like a bunch of ice on the roads or anything but school was delayed for two hours! YEAH! so i was majorly happy about that. i didnt even want to go to school but marianne pretty much made me but im sort of glad she did. im just glad that i am getting caught up a little in my odd day classes. i was supposed to go see kelsey in her musical last night too but it turned out that it got cancelled cuz of the snow!! she wasnt very happy about that but i was sort of glad to just stay home.
and then today was awesome. we had no school today so i slept in til 9:30 (which is early for me to get up actually...). so then when i got up i shaved my legs, took a shower, and just got all ready cuz AUSTIN WAS COMING OVER!! then i had to do chore stuff like vacuum, unload some dishes, and do some laundry. easy stuff and i got it all done. so then austin called at 1 like he said he would but he didnt have a way to get over here!! so i was like no thats fine, are you doing anything tomorrow (saturday) and he said no. SOOOOO long story short he is coming over tomorrow prolly early to late afternoon. it was so cute cuz when i talked to him on aim i was like do you wanna come over friday around dinner time? and he was like "well i kind of was hoping to spend the whole day with you..." and i was like !!!!!!!!!!!!!! fskjfkwir! so when i talked to him about coming over tomorrow instead he was like yeah that sounds good cuz well get to spend more time together that way anyways! so i am way happy that he just wants to spend time with me and all.
oh yeah and things have been getting sort of complicated with austin and his friend ryan lately. THIS IS GOING TO BE A LOOOOONG STORY BUT IM PUTTING IT HERE BECAUSE I WANT TO!
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so anyways, austin went to his dads this past weekend and i was at my moms. turned out that austin took his friend ryan with him and ryan has text on his phone so i was glad about that cuz i got to talk to austin and ryan. so sunday i was just talking to ryan and ryan told me something that he thought i should know... he told me that austin has like these girls (two as far as i know) that want to have sex with me and austin cant choose between having sex with one of them (or maybe both??) or going out with me and having a relationship. so of course i was like majorly depressed cuz i mean i dont want austin to be thinking about having sex with other girls!! i mean i know hes a guy and they think about sex all the time but i mean if i was going out with austin hes gunna be satisfied ya know?? ryan says austin prolly thinks im a prude cuz he knows ive never gone out with or kissed a guy but whatever. when i find the right guy (which i think i have) im not gunna be a prude with him. HAHA! i mean im not just gunna have sex with him but i mean he wont be disappointed with me or anything... so then i was still talking to ryan and it turns out that ryan likes me. ryan is like one of austins best friends and so now austin has no idea that his best friend likes me. and ryan is like sort of jealous of austin. so lately ive been talking to ryan on aim cuz i mean hes a nice guy and im glad hes telling me whats up with austin. and like i told him i liked to listen to peoples' problems and he was like "do you want me to tell you a problem?" and i was like yeah sure. so he said something like "well i like this one girl but my best friend likes her too so i cant say i like her cuz he'll think im getting in his business and even if my best friend didnt like her i wouldnt ask her out anyways because she deserves better." so i was like WHOA. cuz i mean he thinks im perfect and all this stuff. i feel really bad but i mean, i dont like ryan. at all... like he is an awesomely cool guy but lets just say the thought of making out with him or something is... stomach turning. god i feel horrible saying that. so then i was texting with ryan and he told me that austin said to him that hes going to hang out with me this weekend and is going to ask me out when he does. so when austin comes over hes probably going to ask me out!!!!!!!!!!! i cannot explain how excited i am. and ryan also says austin says that hes going to kiss me if i say yes or whatever so thats why austin hasnt asked me at school or something. so god i just cannot wait to kiss austin. i mean i dont know it will happen for sure but i mean most signs are pointing to the fact that it probably will.... my first kiss. sounds so dumb but i just am so glad its going to be soon. i think. okay so ive rambled a lot but things are just so..... _______! dont even know the right word for it.
okay so this has been like a super duper long entry and i hope you enjoyed it!!!!!!!! ill prolly update after i hang out with AUSTIN TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!! chyeah bitches.
what now.
EDIT:: oh yeah and i got acrylic nails put back on today!!!!! i missed having them and now i can have them since i dont have cheer anymore for a little while. they are french manciured and just look gorgeous. i love having long pretty nails that dont break off. those asian ladies are GOOD! oh yeah and also i start drivers ed at the end of this month!! i got the textbook from UPS on tuesday and i was suprised it came so fast. so now i just need to get the confirmation letter saying my class times and everything. so im really excited!!