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my life is totally fucked up right now
my friends are the only people that really truly love me
i love someone who doesnt love me back
and my life is literally a living hell but i wouldnt dare get into it in fear of people getting mad at me for overreacting
i live in fear of other people
i cant control my emotions anymore due to new medication to help ease pain in my shoulder
my mood changes in a second due from simple things like different music
the only time i get to hang out with my friends is this weekend cuz then i have softball and work all this week and im dying to see him
my life sucks BALLS
and my birthday is almost here and i dont get anything or get to do anything because... i dont want to get into it so im begging my parents to let me and my friends go into nyc for the day but i dont think its gonna happen
and dont freak when i say it but im DYING for sex i feel like a fuckin guy haha im always fuckin horny
w/e im out
my friends are the only people that really truly love me
i love someone who doesnt love me back
and my life is literally a living hell but i wouldnt dare get into it in fear of people getting mad at me for overreacting
i live in fear of other people
i cant control my emotions anymore due to new medication to help ease pain in my shoulder
my mood changes in a second due from simple things like different music
the only time i get to hang out with my friends is this weekend cuz then i have softball and work all this week and im dying to see him
my life sucks BALLS
and my birthday is almost here and i dont get anything or get to do anything because... i dont want to get into it so im begging my parents to let me and my friends go into nyc for the day but i dont think its gonna happen
and dont freak when i say it but im DYING for sex i feel like a fuckin guy haha im always fuckin horny
w/e im out