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okay kids well alot has been goin on lately. i went to get my license on my bday bu t after we locked my keys in the car (go mom) , had system problems and spents 7 hours at the dmv....i freakin failed. i was so sad but i went back that wed and got it yayah! since then ive been drivin myself arounf which is a bit bizarre its just so crazy how we are all growin up.cliche but its true. alex asked me out again on vday and of course i said yea. iknow everyone is like...AGAIN but lets remember, yeah weve liked each other off and on for 2 years but we only went out a total of a month and a half. i was skeptical about doin it again and if i had the feelings. ive slowly started to realize lately that even though that boy can drive me crazy, and the fact that he had atendeency to say the absolute wrongthings, deep down ive got feelings for himand i know me and him havegot somethin. it always takes me time to realize my feelings but i know things have changed. ive had to realize that someone doesnt have to be your idea of perfect or even closethey can even seem like they have the wrong qualities. and sometimes im like grr why does he have to give me that look or say that and it can just make me wanna give up, but this time im not so quick to wanna a break up because...i know this guy has good intentions and he tries so hard to make sure he doesnt hurt me and i know he really cares about me and we just click. something about being with him just feels right, i dunno why, it just does. i used to think we would stay just friends but i dunnoeven thoughi doubt about my feelings or whatever over the past couple of days i cant not think about him or about being with him..i know myself and i have a feeling that 3rd times the charm..
k so that was my guy venting time but...jeez alz i gotta say is the weekend needs to get here
me and my sis are home alone cuz my moms in the hospital(nothin serious) and my dad has to stay with her i mean onlyafter 1 hour alone together a wreath fell of the wall and onto my sis ok well shes callin me to make sure no monsters get her in the bathroom haha so bye
k so that was my guy venting time but...jeez alz i gotta say is the weekend needs to get here
me and my sis are home alone cuz my moms in the hospital(nothin serious) and my dad has to stay with her i mean onlyafter 1 hour alone together a wreath fell of the wall and onto my sis ok well shes callin me to make sure no monsters get her in the bathroom haha so bye