Pause. Rewind. Fast Forward. Energy up. Energy Down. Stop.
I hate schmoozing.
I got introduced all night with the Leo tag attached. "Her first Leo Nom"
Fuck. I hate schmooozing.
All these strangers pretend they're proud of you but they didnt see the film... and they're really thinking... I guess this means you might actually do something in this industry... and if you do, I want you to remember me.
I fell off a stool at the speakeasy. I was so drunk. I think my face is scraped from that moment... not sure how though. I know I didnt kiss the floor. maybe i did.
I hate uncertianty becasue I love it...
And I have .21 cents to my name and 4 rolls of pennies... so $2.21 until I get a cheque that I'm waiting on. Good thing I worked yesterday. My phone is going to get cut off.
How did I get so broke again? Oh right - I bought a better car.
I feel that guilt thing again. Its uncontrollable and I'm greatful for it. It only shows up when I have something more important that I should be doing... like not sleeping in and calling Laura and getting the music video planned.
I definatly think better in the bath.
Not sure why.
Body Temp I guess...
Wow - someone must be researching that somewhere. I wonder who.
I got introduced all night with the Leo tag attached. "Her first Leo Nom"
Fuck. I hate schmooozing.
All these strangers pretend they're proud of you but they didnt see the film... and they're really thinking... I guess this means you might actually do something in this industry... and if you do, I want you to remember me.
I fell off a stool at the speakeasy. I was so drunk. I think my face is scraped from that moment... not sure how though. I know I didnt kiss the floor. maybe i did.
I hate uncertianty becasue I love it...
And I have .21 cents to my name and 4 rolls of pennies... so $2.21 until I get a cheque that I'm waiting on. Good thing I worked yesterday. My phone is going to get cut off.
How did I get so broke again? Oh right - I bought a better car.
I feel that guilt thing again. Its uncontrollable and I'm greatful for it. It only shows up when I have something more important that I should be doing... like not sleeping in and calling Laura and getting the music video planned.
I definatly think better in the bath.
Not sure why.
Body Temp I guess...
Wow - someone must be researching that somewhere. I wonder who.