Nov 22, 2013 19:35
Hi!! =D
sop... i know evryone has notice that the journal has been very slow this days
and since this is the only way i'm able to keep my JUMP love alive... i'm worried!
actually... one of this days i was ready to give up on the fandome, i was ready to forget about JUMP forever...
it's just that sometimes it's so hard and painful knowing that there are so many thing i can't do becouse i'm so freaking far away from them!!! buying a simple magazine it's almost imposible for me!! it's just so frustrating!!!.... sometimes it's too painful to bear it
i think it started when zenkoku was anounced... i was so excied! but then i realice that i wasn't able to afford it... and then the 11th single!... you've got to be kinding me!! and i was planning to buy the JUMP WORLD LE-CD! i didn't know what to do...
but then the day i was ready to quit... a package came to my door... it was JUMP No.1 RE-CD, i ordered it a couple of weeks before... i opened it and started to look at the booklet, listening to the music and something cracked inside of me... i started to cry as a crazy person! XD and in that momment i thought... i can't leave them! i can't forget about them!! and not only that! I DON'T WANT TO LEAVE THEM! and I DEFENETLY DON'T WANT TO FORGET THEM!!!
i know it sounds stupid but JUMP has brought me so many wonderful times... happyness, love and the will to go on and live my life at it fullest!! my life will never be the same... and no matter how many years pass... the fact that i love JUMP will never change... now i'm sure of that!
so now, i'm aware that it'll be hard! i know that i won't be one of those fans that have every single, DVD, album, magazine and goods, but i'm defenetly a TOBIKKO! for sure! there's no doubt in my heart about it!! i love them and my community so much!!
i'll do my best to make this work...
and now i have a new life goal:
i'll attend a JUMP Concert!! i'll go there for sure!! and righ before the concert start, i'll sing to myself
"where my heart belongs" cuz i'll be standing there by myself, where my heat belongs...
JUMP IS MY LIFE... and it always will be
ahhhh i really needed to let all that out!! i feel much better now!!
sorry for making such a big deal out of this... but it was a big deal for me =D
catharsis,
personal,
jumplove,
hsj