I IZ ALIVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11
wow it feels like....a long time since i've been on here but it's only been like a week right? well anyways i hope everyone knows why i was busy last week
BIRTHDAY WEEK
of course i was actually a bit down in the later week (Wednesday and afterward) at first it was because several people (Some who don't have ljs) didn't message or anything to at least say hello and for those who do have ljs (especially a certain someone) i actually forgot they tend to put a message on their lj so will check right now
.....
i feel like crying due to the mix of lulz at her entries and bawling over the reason why i went over there...though now i wanna do a meme but i think i'll do it later
.....
JL,HFDLGFHDFIOFH MY FUTURE DRINKING/SMOKING BUDDY CELEBRATED I'M SO HAPPY IT INSTANTLY CLEARED UP MY TEARS!!!!! (in case you don't know it is very hard to make myself cry unless it comes to GazE or something that makes me REALLY miserable) remind me to kidnap Angel-Taka for you
and yes that rainbow glitter heart is for you
anyways i got like $500 for my b-day and i already wasted like $100 but it was for a very good cause:
1. i'm pretty much done with most of the accesories for my maya cosplay (how much will we need for the material to make the shirt?)
2. my DSi has a new comfy case
3. i defeated my game deprievement by buying Crystal Chronicals: Echoes of Time
the bad part is that, well i don't know if i mentioned it or not but it seems my Mom's aunt (the one that lives in a ranch) apperently had cancer and they told her she only had a month to live and well she died 2 days ago so my uncle and his family offered to drive her over there but she was worried about leaving me alone but i concinved her that i'll be ok for 1-2 nights and i could always call my cousins or my grandma if i needed anything so she's gone and i don't know when the funeral is but i do know that today was the day where they can view the body and say their goodbyes i feel kind of sad that my mom won't be able to see more because of work and i know that i get selfish whenever it comes to going to brownsville (i like to shop over there and i whine which was the reason why i didn't go) so i offered that maybe we can go next week (it seems my appointments have been cancelled recently) so we might go next week or so
well back to happy news i finally completed my paramore discography (not involving EPs and singles becuase it's rare to see them sold in US) so thanks to Diana for buying me The Final Riot!
hmm honestly i don't know what else to say unless i want to go emo again...maybe i will do that meme
....
1. I'll make a list describing 20 of my favourite idols, without using their names. (It's best if you don't list them in order of preference.)
2. People will comment, guessing who each one is.
3. As they're guessing, I'll cross out the clues and add next to each one the answer, and who guessed it.
4. You copy these instructions into your journal and we play again!
****i gave out clues that in a way require fishing though my journal xD
1. in a way i miss your weasly hair (lol no one will guess this one) but in a way i do like your hair, it's like strawberry blond right?//Hayley Williams/gyowaru
2. why do you and bill seem so fabulously gay? while i'm no longer in denial about bill i need to hold on to hope for you (think about where bill is from)//Strify/gyowaru
3. i hope i didn't make you think wierdly of me in that fanmail (ONLY 1 PERSON WILL GET THIS CORRECT)//Uruha/miruminii
4. as much as i miss your neon rainbow butt please don't put it in my face again and WOW i did not imagine you being one year younger than my mom DDDD8 (in a way i hope i talked about his neon butt in a post filled with pics)
5. please try to be more upfront in the pvs i hate having to fish out your cute face among all the dancing (if someone does not get this i will kill them)
6. please try to move #5 more upfront and wow you've been upfront alot of times why arn't you leader?
7. please say hello to me again and try no tto walk so fast so i can take a picture of you instead of having to film you//Teru/ miruminii
8. you've grown up so much but you'll always be my little love (honestly this one can only fit one person)//Takuya/miruminii
9. i still want to play cooking mama against you (cooking mama is the most clear guess there possibly is)//Kai/gyowaru
10. you look so feminine now what happened in between those pvs? (if anyone remembers the layout of my posters they're so close)
11. how can you handle so many lolipops? are they sugar-free? (HONESTLY EVERYONE SHOULD GET THIS!!!!)//Maya/miruminii
12. you also went so feminine that thing on your pants looks like a skirt and those things underneath your eyes don't help why didn't i notice maybe i was focusing more on the doll
13. i never thought you could be anymore sexy but i was wrong though i still think you're a womanizer//Kamijo/prevaricatory
14. You really need to stop being a perv and arn't you happy that i defended your chubby face? but honestly your alter-ego scares me (again with the posters)
15. your voice changes so much i can barely tell who you are unless i see your face (#5-6 help)
16. can you give me screaming lessons? (i tried my best not to put him so high up he's almost at the end xD)//Ruki/miruminii
17. since we both have small hands can you help me get a customized bass? and i wish to see you again but it'll be heard since the band disbanded ;o;//Shingo/prevaricatory
18. since you have a psp i bet i can beat you at katamari (i don't think anyone will get this unless they stalk blogs)
19. did getting so many piercings hurt? (wow i talked alot about other members in this meme)//Teruki/miruminii
20. when you come back try to stage dive without getting caught by the staff so we can throw you around and so i can touch more of you//Mikaru/prevaricatory
haha well this is the end of my post i hope i can get on tomorrow...well later
EDIT:sorry for the un-ljing cut but it was being wierd (like it always does when i try to edit things inside a cut
BIRTHDAY WEEK
of course i was actually a bit down in the later week (Wednesday and afterward) at first it was because several people (Some who don't have ljs) didn't message or anything to at least say hello and for those who do have ljs (especially a certain someone) i actually forgot they tend to put a message on their lj so will check right now
.....
i feel like crying due to the mix of lulz at her entries and bawling over the reason why i went over there...though now i wanna do a meme but i think i'll do it later
.....
JL,HFDLGFHDFIOFH MY FUTURE DRINKING/SMOKING BUDDY CELEBRATED I'M SO HAPPY IT INSTANTLY CLEARED UP MY TEARS!!!!! (in case you don't know it is very hard to make myself cry unless it comes to GazE or something that makes me REALLY miserable) remind me to kidnap Angel-Taka for you
and yes that rainbow glitter heart is for you
anyways i got like $500 for my b-day and i already wasted like $100 but it was for a very good cause:
1. i'm pretty much done with most of the accesories for my maya cosplay (how much will we need for the material to make the shirt?)
2. my DSi has a new comfy case
3. i defeated my game deprievement by buying Crystal Chronicals: Echoes of Time
the bad part is that, well i don't know if i mentioned it or not but it seems my Mom's aunt (the one that lives in a ranch) apperently had cancer and they told her she only had a month to live and well she died 2 days ago so my uncle and his family offered to drive her over there but she was worried about leaving me alone but i concinved her that i'll be ok for 1-2 nights and i could always call my cousins or my grandma if i needed anything so she's gone and i don't know when the funeral is but i do know that today was the day where they can view the body and say their goodbyes i feel kind of sad that my mom won't be able to see more because of work and i know that i get selfish whenever it comes to going to brownsville (i like to shop over there and i whine which was the reason why i didn't go) so i offered that maybe we can go next week (it seems my appointments have been cancelled recently) so we might go next week or so
well back to happy news i finally completed my paramore discography (not involving EPs and singles becuase it's rare to see them sold in US) so thanks to Diana for buying me The Final Riot!
hmm honestly i don't know what else to say unless i want to go emo again...maybe i will do that meme
....
1. I'll make a list describing 20 of my favourite idols, without using their names. (It's best if you don't list them in order of preference.)
2. People will comment, guessing who each one is.
3. As they're guessing, I'll cross out the clues and add next to each one the answer, and who guessed it.
4. You copy these instructions into your journal and we play again!
****i gave out clues that in a way require fishing though my journal xD
1. in a way i miss your weasly hair (lol no one will guess this one) but in a way i do like your hair, it's like strawberry blond right?//Hayley Williams/gyowaru
2. why do you and bill seem so fabulously gay? while i'm no longer in denial about bill i need to hold on to hope for you (think about where bill is from)//Strify/gyowaru
3. i hope i didn't make you think wierdly of me in that fanmail (ONLY 1 PERSON WILL GET THIS CORRECT)//Uruha/miruminii
4. as much as i miss your neon rainbow butt please don't put it in my face again and WOW i did not imagine you being one year younger than my mom DDDD8 (in a way i hope i talked about his neon butt in a post filled with pics)
5. please try to be more upfront in the pvs i hate having to fish out your cute face among all the dancing (if someone does not get this i will kill them)
6. please try to move #5 more upfront and wow you've been upfront alot of times why arn't you leader?
7. please say hello to me again and try no tto walk so fast so i can take a picture of you instead of having to film you//Teru/ miruminii
8. you've grown up so much but you'll always be my little love (honestly this one can only fit one person)//Takuya/miruminii
9. i still want to play cooking mama against you (cooking mama is the most clear guess there possibly is)//Kai/gyowaru
10. you look so feminine now what happened in between those pvs? (if anyone remembers the layout of my posters they're so close)
11. how can you handle so many lolipops? are they sugar-free? (HONESTLY EVERYONE SHOULD GET THIS!!!!)//Maya/miruminii
12. you also went so feminine that thing on your pants looks like a skirt and those things underneath your eyes don't help why didn't i notice maybe i was focusing more on the doll
13. i never thought you could be anymore sexy but i was wrong though i still think you're a womanizer//Kamijo/prevaricatory
14. You really need to stop being a perv and arn't you happy that i defended your chubby face? but honestly your alter-ego scares me (again with the posters)
15. your voice changes so much i can barely tell who you are unless i see your face (#5-6 help)
16. can you give me screaming lessons? (i tried my best not to put him so high up he's almost at the end xD)//Ruki/miruminii
17. since we both have small hands can you help me get a customized bass? and i wish to see you again but it'll be heard since the band disbanded ;o;//Shingo/prevaricatory
18. since you have a psp i bet i can beat you at katamari (i don't think anyone will get this unless they stalk blogs)
19. did getting so many piercings hurt? (wow i talked alot about other members in this meme)//Teruki/miruminii
20. when you come back try to stage dive without getting caught by the staff so we can throw you around and so i can touch more of you//Mikaru/prevaricatory
haha well this is the end of my post i hope i can get on tomorrow...well later
EDIT:sorry for the un-ljing cut but it was being wierd (like it always does when i try to edit things inside a cut