hey everybody, this is my scholarship, anyone think i'm going to win?
The question for this scholarship asks me to describe the qualities of one person that I have looked up to in my life. In all honesty I have to put two people down, my parents. I have to put them both down because they are basically inseparable in my mind. I suppose that is what makes a good marriage, or perhaps it is love, I don’t really know what I am bababling about right now, you see I am supposed to be writing a scholarship essay that will qualify me for five thousand dollars
, but I am pretty damn ADD, and even if I write it, it probably wont matter anyway. You know why it wont matter? Because I am not a particularly good writer god damn it
, even if I try really hard this essay is mostly a bullshit it essay which sucks, cause I am no good at that, hell I’m no good at any other type of essay either. And you know what the other reason is that I wont win this essay? Because there are no influential people in my life who have gone through traumatizing or hard experiences. Well I guess my dad was in the Vietnam war, but I have never really heard anything about that so I doesn’t matter cause I therefore have no content. I definitely don’t know and struggling single moms with five kids who succeeds abnormally, I don’t know any NY firemen, I have never met an inspirational cancer survivor, but I bet you anything that someone else who writes this essay has. Which in all essence means I am royally SCREWED!!!!!!!!!