going, going, gone. :*(
So, Ross left for France yesterday. I don't really know how I feel about that. It hasn't really hit me that he is actually gone.... It feels like any second he will show up asking if there is another episode of Naruto out. I am going to visit him for winter break, so it won't be too long till i see him again. Since he got on the plane i have just been kind of numb. Jenille has been crying a lot, so I guess it hit her pretty hard that he's gone. In a few days i will probably really miss him. Just thinking about him not being here if I really needed him is giving me a lump in my throat and making me tear up. I can't believe he's gone. But I will see him again at Christmas. I just have to keep telling myself that. I made it through last time when he left. I was fine. I missed him a bunch, but was fine. And it's not like we won't be able to call him and stuff, once he settles in. And he will call us again when he reaches Paris. I'm sure everything will be fine. Now that i am thinking about it... I really miss him already, and he's only been gone a day! It's just knowing that i can't call him up when I want to. Or hang out with him when I want to. That no matter how bad I might want to see him, I can't. I guess I will get used to it. But it is going to be hard for a while. I wonder if it will get easier as time goes by or harder? I think harder for a while, then when my visit starts getting close, it will be easier. I am gonna go to bed now. I wish Ross was still here.