Expectations
Well today I went to the chiropractor and visited band camp for a little bit. It was so nice to see all the smiling faces. Naturally the break up came up into conversation. I feel weird having to tell people why we broke up for it itself is hard to explain so I try to be very vague. I know that I don't want to make him out as the bad guy or dirty his name. I know that I will be looking for his car where ever I go, that I both dread and wish to see him, and that I hope that he is doing ok but yet I don't want to know how he is doing. My heart isn't the same, it's guarded and I can't cry anymore even though there are alot of tears behind these eyes. I hope that he is not there when I visit band camp but if he is I hope that I am strong enough to be myself and be respectful.
I am excited to be visiting band camp tomorrow and friday. I hope that I can help alot. I am baking 80 cookies to bring tomorrow. Baking is sooooo muuch fun! muhaha!!!! My mouth is feeling alittle better, tonight we are having salmon, peas, and mashed potatoes. I AM SO EXCITED BECAUSE I CAN ACTUALLY EAT THE MASHED POTATOES AND PEAS WITH OUT HURTING!!!!!I love peas!!!!WAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Scotty from Star Trek the original series died today.....sniffle. Sorry I'm watching the news as I'am typing. Did you know that companies are thinking of tattooing vegetables and fruits instead of putting on those little stickers? Makes me think of just growing my own vegetables. Although that would be funny if I was growing corn in my dorm room lol. Has anybody been watching the London Bombings and people's responses to it? It really frosts my cookies when people say that it is our fault that they are bombing people and that Iraqis are being killed by their own people. Does that not makes sense or it it just me? People are really dumb!!!!!!!! Well I hope that everybody is doing well. Love you guys!
I am excited to be visiting band camp tomorrow and friday. I hope that I can help alot. I am baking 80 cookies to bring tomorrow. Baking is sooooo muuch fun! muhaha!!!! My mouth is feeling alittle better, tonight we are having salmon, peas, and mashed potatoes. I AM SO EXCITED BECAUSE I CAN ACTUALLY EAT THE MASHED POTATOES AND PEAS WITH OUT HURTING!!!!!I love peas!!!!WAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Scotty from Star Trek the original series died today.....sniffle. Sorry I'm watching the news as I'am typing. Did you know that companies are thinking of tattooing vegetables and fruits instead of putting on those little stickers? Makes me think of just growing my own vegetables. Although that would be funny if I was growing corn in my dorm room lol. Has anybody been watching the London Bombings and people's responses to it? It really frosts my cookies when people say that it is our fault that they are bombing people and that Iraqis are being killed by their own people. Does that not makes sense or it it just me? People are really dumb!!!!!!!! Well I hope that everybody is doing well. Love you guys!