Feeling it is time for some sort of an update
I'm outside with a glass of Arnold Palmer minus the tea, tonight will be the first time in ages I have bothered to toast to nothing in particular, it's a shame my current career involves driving, can't really go overboard tonight. After much consideration I believe my non-existent career of choice would be Planet Cartographer, how about you?
My Dad returned from California today with MOST of the rest of my belongings, he says it's gone really downhill all over there, I cant help but reminisce with some Tv On the Radio though. If it was never apparent before, Arkansas is not for me. In the coming year or so I need to fit some puzzle pieces into place with my life, I've been stuck since graduating in an advance less state of experience be it job or life. Too many aspects I feel out of place in, career, residence, education, social life, its too many things to bother being down about but I am as these things take time and since 2003 it's been the case. How could someone anyone work in something they don't at least enjoy? It's why I jump jobs every year or two. I realize it's a dumb question since the answer is money, but shit it makes me angry waking to something I don't give a shit about. I could technically apply for a 38k a year job but it entails 11 hour days, not all that ideal. My mental barricades have held me back, what does it take to change that?
Ever feel as if you were born in the wrong century? I don't care to really go into that sentence.
I'm not being cynical or down, just don't have much cheery things to talk about. Time to enjoy some movies, I've watched countless ones this year, I love film.
My Dad returned from California today with MOST of the rest of my belongings, he says it's gone really downhill all over there, I cant help but reminisce with some Tv On the Radio though. If it was never apparent before, Arkansas is not for me. In the coming year or so I need to fit some puzzle pieces into place with my life, I've been stuck since graduating in an advance less state of experience be it job or life. Too many aspects I feel out of place in, career, residence, education, social life, its too many things to bother being down about but I am as these things take time and since 2003 it's been the case. How could someone anyone work in something they don't at least enjoy? It's why I jump jobs every year or two. I realize it's a dumb question since the answer is money, but shit it makes me angry waking to something I don't give a shit about. I could technically apply for a 38k a year job but it entails 11 hour days, not all that ideal. My mental barricades have held me back, what does it take to change that?
Ever feel as if you were born in the wrong century? I don't care to really go into that sentence.
I'm not being cynical or down, just don't have much cheery things to talk about. Time to enjoy some movies, I've watched countless ones this year, I love film.