Nov 12, 2007 23:43
I can do this.
I just need to focus on... ugh...
Focus on what?
Success? The "now"? Continuing? My goals? Getting things done?
When you focus on success and you fail, you're back at square one.
When you focus on the present, you lose your perspective.
When you focus on pressing on, you lose your hope.
When you focus on your goals... well, you need goals first, right?
When you focus on getting things done, you need to define what those "things" are...
I have three months.
In that time, I need to:
- Save up $4000.
--> Find a way to earn $4000 in three months.
- Decide whether I'm moving in three months or six months.
- Get my affairs together.
- START WRITING.
- Find out why I'm not biking at my usual level.
Just keep your head clear... fight, fight, fight. You have goals, damnit, so stick to them! You can do this. If you couldn't ever do anything before in your life, you can fucking do this. DO IT! Get off your lazy ass and PRODUCE, you ass! No one can stop you but you.
Just stay focused.
Oh, and get laid. No big rush on this one... purely optional. Might help you take your mind off of things, though. Your call.
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