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so im sitting here. Lorri is crashed on my couch, im really tempted so go draw on her. long/weird night. I feel really bad about her and nick. Last night she was a wreck. completely hysterical. She just needs to relize that there is better out there for her and to just move on. ah shit, listen to me....i should take my own advice.
I havent gotten any sleep the past 3 nights. i have been up since 5 and waken up around 10. but the funny thing is..im not tired during the day. when school starts i gotta get my sleeping pattern back on track. speaking of school, i had to go to Lake Brantley orientation at 9 in the effin morning on thursday...i got my schedule, which im very happy with. I als got textbooks,ID,but i skipped the yearbook picture on account of....well, ME in general..who wants to see my picture in the year, and i also got my report card that i never picked up the last day of school... i was okay with it, it wasnt too bad.. 3.3 gpa...it could have been better...i atleast wanna be over 3.5 :-/ Im thinking about challanging myself and getting into AP world history, just for shits and gigles, but i know ill bomb it. im dumb.
Lorri and I have been together the past few days non stop...funny thing is, i dont get sick of her lol..we always have a great time together! oh...and Leigh found out some pretty tragic news about her father and we are kinda in a stupid fight about her ex boyfriend, i dunno im so confussed but i feel bad about it...i think shes still mad. whatever. AHH i am so stressed about all this babysitting...ive never had a job and now all of a sudden when i start babysitting taylor, the ENTIRE neighborhood calls me saying, "WATCH AJ" "WATCH BENJI" "WATCH WILL" ??!! wtf..i have to watch michelle over night again tuesday and wensday (50) and then thursday friday saterday i have taylor (30) and then i have AJ,Will,Benji,and Thomas all next week....im putting every penny i get into the bank for a car...or maybe even a little for some back to school clothes and fun spending money. i dont know what im even talking about in this entry...i just feel like typing whats been up. I had kinda been planning today to hang out with walt tonight for the first time but i called a bit late and he had already made plans with his friends. so a little alteration and we were at the pool for rachaels pary in no time..literally, NO time...we got there, witnessed the bored faces of the kids, ate a few chips, and left that hizzie...it was corny. Oh , and im joining crew this year when school starts. i need to get involved, or so my mom says..it seems fun, just a little nervous about it. i lost my cell phone. i havent had it for 3 days so if you called...sorry..ill get the VM and call back :-( and i lost my walet in ashleys car =( help me
ok done.
amanda
btw.... BOB IS THE MAN
happy?
I havent gotten any sleep the past 3 nights. i have been up since 5 and waken up around 10. but the funny thing is..im not tired during the day. when school starts i gotta get my sleeping pattern back on track. speaking of school, i had to go to Lake Brantley orientation at 9 in the effin morning on thursday...i got my schedule, which im very happy with. I als got textbooks,ID,but i skipped the yearbook picture on account of....well, ME in general..who wants to see my picture in the year, and i also got my report card that i never picked up the last day of school... i was okay with it, it wasnt too bad.. 3.3 gpa...it could have been better...i atleast wanna be over 3.5 :-/ Im thinking about challanging myself and getting into AP world history, just for shits and gigles, but i know ill bomb it. im dumb.
Lorri and I have been together the past few days non stop...funny thing is, i dont get sick of her lol..we always have a great time together! oh...and Leigh found out some pretty tragic news about her father and we are kinda in a stupid fight about her ex boyfriend, i dunno im so confussed but i feel bad about it...i think shes still mad. whatever. AHH i am so stressed about all this babysitting...ive never had a job and now all of a sudden when i start babysitting taylor, the ENTIRE neighborhood calls me saying, "WATCH AJ" "WATCH BENJI" "WATCH WILL" ??!! wtf..i have to watch michelle over night again tuesday and wensday (50) and then thursday friday saterday i have taylor (30) and then i have AJ,Will,Benji,and Thomas all next week....im putting every penny i get into the bank for a car...or maybe even a little for some back to school clothes and fun spending money. i dont know what im even talking about in this entry...i just feel like typing whats been up. I had kinda been planning today to hang out with walt tonight for the first time but i called a bit late and he had already made plans with his friends. so a little alteration and we were at the pool for rachaels pary in no time..literally, NO time...we got there, witnessed the bored faces of the kids, ate a few chips, and left that hizzie...it was corny. Oh , and im joining crew this year when school starts. i need to get involved, or so my mom says..it seems fun, just a little nervous about it. i lost my cell phone. i havent had it for 3 days so if you called...sorry..ill get the VM and call back :-( and i lost my walet in ashleys car =( help me
ok done.
amanda
btw.... BOB IS THE MAN
happy?