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So all i have been doing to dwelling on this whole thing. Thinkn about how she hates me now and i dont even no why. No one ever thought things would end up like this.Ya it does suck. And i miss her to death. and if i could i probly would go back and change EVERYTHING.BUt i cant.Welcome to reality right?Well ya now that she hates me she wont call me, talk to me, try to see me, it hurts but what hurts the most is her talkn shit about me.I never thought anything was going rong. i thought it was going well.But i was wrong i guess? ya we got in stupid ass fights. but always seemed to make up.damn i dunno.Its weird sleeping in my room its EMPTY.Its weird being around the house. Bc everyone use to ALWAYS laugh.Not so much anymore tho.I never relized how much i cared till all this happen.But damn she is really gone.4 Me i have nothing to look forward to comming home to when i end a long day at work or school like i use to have. No cuddling.No confort. No laughs. No nothing.It kills me.She has been being so mean to me. and i hate it. i hate how all this has come out to be i'll get over it one day and i just hope thats soon. Me and my mom and everyone still love her to death everyone said so there selfs.