Jan 11, 2007 20:39
Ouch.
My thighs hurt XD
Went for the dance auditions for the ACSian Theatre on Wednesday (10th Jan) and came back almost crying XD Because the instructors really did push us to our limit with the ridiculous postures in stretching. By the end of the stretching, most of us were sweating (not perspiring) and a few of us were crying (the rest just went, "Wah LAO! Siong ah!"). As if that wasn't enough, they made us learn a new complicated dance in 20 minutes! Just watching! The instructor was nice and quirky (: BUT STILL! He was strict and tough. One slight imperfection and it was all over again XD It was horrible, it is unimaginable... it was... so ACSian XDD It was worth it in the end though (: because at the very root, without our aching legs, we realised how much we've learnt... that we've opened up ourselves to a whole new level of pain and experience. On top of that, we've also made new friends (: Linked together by blood, sweat and tears. Hope, Rajes, Jennifer, Cheryl, Beverly, Lesley, Roxanne, Sarah, Derrick, Yelyn, Isaac, Nicholas, Raymond, Ebel, Elina, Maggy, Noel... new names ((:
But none so resonates in my heart like...
Milu, Yifang, Chloe, Reinnie, Sandra, Tess, Kaili.
I found myself squatting at the bleeches, crying, because I just realised how much I really love you guys. I feel bad at ACJC, because none of you guys are there... I say there because to me, its still just a hollow building. Save the souls I've already met (: Maybe I'm upset that its always rainy and lectures have started and there's none of you nearby save the memory of your faces and voices... or maybe I'm just mourning because I'll never ever have better friends.
-hugs every one of you-
This whole muddle of feeling and chaos; swirly messes and incomprehensible pangs of pain, all compacted into 3 words.
I miss you
I really do.