venting time
ive always felt that one of my best characteristics was my ablity believed in people and see the best in people...now i am realizing that while it is a good characteristic, it is also a painful flaw of mine.
I believe in people...i always have, even if others think i shouldnt. I know i wont change..i know i will continue believing in people and making excuses for poeple, but becuase i wont change i will continue to get hurt
im sick of getting hurt...of lieing to myself that ppl actually care then the truth getting thrown in my face.
unfortunatly..its just me, thats who i am. i guess i just miss being appreciated??..idk
ok im going to stop being so negative now...
no one will understand this post...but w.e...im venting
I believe in people...i always have, even if others think i shouldnt. I know i wont change..i know i will continue believing in people and making excuses for poeple, but becuase i wont change i will continue to get hurt
im sick of getting hurt...of lieing to myself that ppl actually care then the truth getting thrown in my face.
unfortunatly..its just me, thats who i am. i guess i just miss being appreciated??..idk
ok im going to stop being so negative now...
no one will understand this post...but w.e...im venting