hmmm
wow...i havnt updated in a longgg time...
im a bit obsessed with myspace i guess
ive been thinking...wat the hell am i doing this yr?...its so weird...im doing alot of things that i love yet im still not completely happy. im working with kids almost everyday of the week, i take the classes that i love, and i hav amazing friends...why cant i just be happy again?...
i think im due for a relationship...the one i had over the summer was dumb as hell and ended up with me gettin hurt AGAIN! but yea...i dont think i even count that as a relationship...
im ok being single tho...it was hard as hell at first but now im used to it...i think i just miss the feelings that come with it...like a mutual feeling...hopefully ill find someone this year...who knows...i dont want a bs fling...i want a true relationship...
i havnt really told my desire for a bf to anyone...i dont think its that major, its just on my mind...
i just dont want the lonely feeling to come back...
ok...i need to STOP BEING LAZYYY!...i dont get alot of work yet wen i do get things to do i decide to not do them??!!! wat the hell is wrong with me!
at least my college apps r done!
ok im going to make tea...i feel like shit again so hopefully tea will help..
"Time is too slow for those who wait, too swift for those who fear, too long for those who grieve, too short for those who rejoice, but for those who love, time is eternity."
im a bit obsessed with myspace i guess
ive been thinking...wat the hell am i doing this yr?...its so weird...im doing alot of things that i love yet im still not completely happy. im working with kids almost everyday of the week, i take the classes that i love, and i hav amazing friends...why cant i just be happy again?...
i think im due for a relationship...the one i had over the summer was dumb as hell and ended up with me gettin hurt AGAIN! but yea...i dont think i even count that as a relationship...
im ok being single tho...it was hard as hell at first but now im used to it...i think i just miss the feelings that come with it...like a mutual feeling...hopefully ill find someone this year...who knows...i dont want a bs fling...i want a true relationship...
i havnt really told my desire for a bf to anyone...i dont think its that major, its just on my mind...
i just dont want the lonely feeling to come back...
ok...i need to STOP BEING LAZYYY!...i dont get alot of work yet wen i do get things to do i decide to not do them??!!! wat the hell is wrong with me!
at least my college apps r done!
ok im going to make tea...i feel like shit again so hopefully tea will help..
"Time is too slow for those who wait, too swift for those who fear, too long for those who grieve, too short for those who rejoice, but for those who love, time is eternity."