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I copied from my myspace... not trying to offend neone...
I am tired of beating around the bush and not using names. SO here is wat is bugging me
Yes, Sean u hurt me bad, really bad, and for a while i still cared about u. I can't believe u did that to me, but Sean, i am over u, and i don't wnat u back. Sure i will always have a small amount of feelings for u, but i loved u. However, u couldn't see that, and i wasn't good enough! Trust me it hurts. HOnestly, i still don't hink u realzia how much u hurt me. I was completel misserable because of u! u were MY everything, but i was NOTHING to u. Try livin with that. Wats sad is i will always love u, and u will always have a place in my heart, i willalways wnat to be urs again. But i can't turst u anymore, and secretly hate u for every tear u made me cry. HOw could u be so heartless.... TO me it was more then 2 days.
Sam, everytime i talk to u, it feels like ur attacking me, and it hard. Like u secretly hate me, and want me to feel like shit. WE were best friends, and now it feels like i hardly kno u, like i am lsoing u. I wnat u back, i want wat we had back. ANd yes it makes me jelosue i am not in ur top 8. I also think u hide behind ur writting to hide how u really feel, adn u writei n a way only u could understand ur true feelings.But mostly i wnat u as my best friend back. ANd yes i still get jelosue that u do better then me in the tech world. But i guess ur jsut better. And i hated that u didn;t even give me a chance to be head tech, i kno i could have done a good job, it feels like u have no faith in me ever!
Kayla, everytime u get a boyfriend, i feel like i fall out of ur life. And Ryan is taking my spot. I feel like i am not important anymore to u
Sammy, i hate that ur ruining ur life. U have sooo much potential, and u ruin it! Stop running from ur problems, thats all u do.
Jess- i love u soo much, but now and then i will think u secretly hate me
Heather- same as jess
Drama- i love being with u guys, but i feel like u don't wnat me around u anymore, i feel like u just wnat me to go away. So away i went, but i miss u. I also feel like u frowned upon me for being a cheerleader, well guess wat! I miss it a lot, but i can't go back because i ripped my groin but i want to sooo badly.
NOw u can get mad at me, idc! i can't hold it in anymore
I am tired of beating around the bush and not using names. SO here is wat is bugging me
Yes, Sean u hurt me bad, really bad, and for a while i still cared about u. I can't believe u did that to me, but Sean, i am over u, and i don't wnat u back. Sure i will always have a small amount of feelings for u, but i loved u. However, u couldn't see that, and i wasn't good enough! Trust me it hurts. HOnestly, i still don't hink u realzia how much u hurt me. I was completel misserable because of u! u were MY everything, but i was NOTHING to u. Try livin with that. Wats sad is i will always love u, and u will always have a place in my heart, i willalways wnat to be urs again. But i can't turst u anymore, and secretly hate u for every tear u made me cry. HOw could u be so heartless.... TO me it was more then 2 days.
Sam, everytime i talk to u, it feels like ur attacking me, and it hard. Like u secretly hate me, and want me to feel like shit. WE were best friends, and now it feels like i hardly kno u, like i am lsoing u. I wnat u back, i want wat we had back. ANd yes it makes me jelosue i am not in ur top 8. I also think u hide behind ur writting to hide how u really feel, adn u writei n a way only u could understand ur true feelings.But mostly i wnat u as my best friend back. ANd yes i still get jelosue that u do better then me in the tech world. But i guess ur jsut better. And i hated that u didn;t even give me a chance to be head tech, i kno i could have done a good job, it feels like u have no faith in me ever!
Kayla, everytime u get a boyfriend, i feel like i fall out of ur life. And Ryan is taking my spot. I feel like i am not important anymore to u
Sammy, i hate that ur ruining ur life. U have sooo much potential, and u ruin it! Stop running from ur problems, thats all u do.
Jess- i love u soo much, but now and then i will think u secretly hate me
Heather- same as jess
Drama- i love being with u guys, but i feel like u don't wnat me around u anymore, i feel like u just wnat me to go away. So away i went, but i miss u. I also feel like u frowned upon me for being a cheerleader, well guess wat! I miss it a lot, but i can't go back because i ripped my groin but i want to sooo badly.
NOw u can get mad at me, idc! i can't hold it in anymore