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i can't do wat i do anymore, but i don't kno how to stop it... and it hurts jsut in everway. it feels liek i push myselfinto a cornor, or like i am an intersection and i can go 100 different way, but iam jsut lost. I push myself away form myfriends, and i will find one thing worng with u, and decide i don't want u anymore. I don;t kno y am i liek this but it hurts. Idk if i jsut get scared and decide... omg ur gettign close to me so i push u away or wat. idk wat i do, but somehow at the end of the day, i end up with no friends and so pissed and in tears. and all i want to say is fuck it all... so fuck it all