I HATE FEELING THIS WAY-
SO TODAY WAS IRRITATING. I'VE FELT LIKE SHIT AND HAD TO RUN IN WEIGHT LIFTING. LATELY I'VE BEEN SEARCHING FOR THAT 'DEEPER MEANING' TO THINGS - BUT I CANT SEEM TO FIND IT.I GUESS WHEN YOU CONSTANTLY FEEL LIKE A FAILURE YOU START TO QUESTION MORE THAT YOU NORMALLY WOULD IN A BETTER STATE OF MIND. MAYBE I'M JUST CRAZY OR MAYBE I'M JUST INSECURE- BUT WHO ISN'T - DON'T WE ALL HAVE THOSE TIMES WHEN WE ASK 'WHY ME'. BUT IT'S NOT JUST ME , IT'S YOU , ITS HIM , HER , AND EVERYONE ELS. SO MAYBE I AM CRAZY BUT I'LL LET YOU BE THE JUDGE OF THAT.
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