Why?
Have you ever had one of those days where you jusr cant stop crying? When your driving and you vision goes blury from the tears....when your looking at yourself in the mirror wondering where the fuck did I go wrong?
Today was that day for me......
I honestly dont know whats wrong, I guess life is just building up on me. The bills, work, lack of money, missing friends, feeling like a failure, not going to school.....I can keep going if you would like.
I normally am not one to complain about my life.....but lately I have been scarred. I have this stupid fucked up theory that people who are doing nothing with their lifes, who arnt trying, who owe tons of money....just kinda dissapear....move....die....ect....
What sucks is that I feel like I m "one of them" now.
Fuck...I have been crying for like 2 hours now....I need a change.....