long long ago...

[ursxefriend]

remember when things were fun? when we all actually had care free fun?

damn, its been a while for me...

i miss my friends...

-the late nights

-the jokes

-the stories

-the pranks

-the trust

i feel like ive disconnected with most of my friends

i guess i can blame distance and availability...

but whos really to blame?!? Me i guess..or maybe those who choose not to put in the effort, including myself.

i cant really blame anyone really... people grow up and grow apart...

we all have our own responsibilities and priorities...thats understandable... to an extent

but what i guess im ranting about is

is those with the idea of convenience and self reward for friendship...

that is expected and welcomed...

that over the good ole days of kicking around a dildo on the street corner?

idk, i just may be bitter or sad, or both, for not being accepted and included in all the "reindeer games"

ugh which reminds me, xmas is comming annd so is my bday.

and life as we know it continues on...

X'd up

-tony