TO you FROM me...
oh geeze....
where do i begin...
lets try by missing everyone in San Diego, and wanting to be there RIGHT NOW!
...and wanting life to be simple and carefree! and wanting SOOO much more...
i just keep telling myself that "ill be fine, just fine" and "things will
soon be better" and i just need to "give it time just a bit more time"...
WELLL.......i have a new (old) car, and im starting a 2nd (evening) job on sunday...
and HOPEFULLY it all works out...
but you know what? eventhough things seem to be picking up for me... i still
feel shitty inside.
its almost like i dont REALLY have anyone to share this all with...
i mean i have my friends and family (thank you for all your support)
but i just feel empty and alone...its kinda like a bad day or something...
maybe im being 'emo' bout it all or maybe i just need a long ass vacation.
i dunno... at least im ALIVE, right?
i hope to visit you all soon...
***ive obviously not made much sense to you or to anyone for that matter...and most times i dont even make much sense to myself...i hope to situate my life accordingly so everything makes sense and to everyone in it...including YOU...and then hopefully it will all fall into place***
xXx
-tony
where do i begin...
lets try by missing everyone in San Diego, and wanting to be there RIGHT NOW!
...and wanting life to be simple and carefree! and wanting SOOO much more...
i just keep telling myself that "ill be fine, just fine" and "things will
soon be better" and i just need to "give it time just a bit more time"...
WELLL.......i have a new (old) car, and im starting a 2nd (evening) job on sunday...
and HOPEFULLY it all works out...
but you know what? eventhough things seem to be picking up for me... i still
feel shitty inside.
its almost like i dont REALLY have anyone to share this all with...
i mean i have my friends and family (thank you for all your support)
but i just feel empty and alone...its kinda like a bad day or something...
maybe im being 'emo' bout it all or maybe i just need a long ass vacation.
i dunno... at least im ALIVE, right?
i hope to visit you all soon...
***ive obviously not made much sense to you or to anyone for that matter...and most times i dont even make much sense to myself...i hope to situate my life accordingly so everything makes sense and to everyone in it...including YOU...and then hopefully it will all fall into place***
xXx
-tony