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Ive decided that im not gonna care anymore..im gonna live life to the fullest i mean come on im in highschool and i need memories! Im gonna do EVERYTHING i dont care anymore..im gonna get out more and everything..im sick of being the one who never does anything anymore..it gets annoying after a while..tomorrow is my birthday..i doubt im doing anything..cuz nobody is gonna be around. i hate birthdays..they suck major assage...i dont get to go to homecoming this year cuz i have no money..i really wanted to go but now i dont get to go..which sucks..but i guess ill stay home and like cry for a couple hours and maybe do something after? i have NO CLUE!Hopefully ill be able to do something..i mean come on now i dont wanna stay home while everybody else is out doing something to entertain themselves..i already know if i dont do anything im just gonna sit at home and cry. i always do when i cant do anything and stuff cuz it makes me feel like a failure and stuff i dont know why it makes me feel like that but it does and i hate it. nothing ever goes right for me and i hate that too...i swear nothing ever does. i just want one day without anything bad..watch..tomorrow on my birthday it will be hell..everybody will be fighting and will be mad at me and everything..im just waiting..its gonna be horrible!