From good to bad
Today...i woke up and i have never been so happy or excited in my entire life. I was smiling ear to ear, laughing, and just in an all around great mood. I dont know why i just was and i LOVED it!
Then i got some terrible news...
In first hour one of my friends told me something she did. I dont know if it is true or not but just her telling my is enough to blow my mind. (sorry i can't say what it is) I am soo scared for her because this is just very wrong and i am very disappointed in her. I have known her since 3rd grade we were best friends back then, and i dont know what changed but something did and i feel like its my fault. I was the one that left her behind in this twisted and demented place we call high school. Maybe if i hadn't left her she would have never dont this, maybe my good judgment would have been with her and she wouldn't have done something so stupid, maybe. Now if this turns out to not be true and she was just saying it...well i can't imagine why she would say something like this and it be a lie, because that would be so stupid. I mean does she think she is cool for telling people? all it does is ruin her reputation as a person, as a girl, and as the person i thought i knew. But i guess i really dont know her if she choose to do this...
This made me stressed out all day. all i can do is think about her and how she could have done this, why she would have done this, and if its not true why she would tell people it was....its all utter frustration....
<3Brooke
Then i got some terrible news...
In first hour one of my friends told me something she did. I dont know if it is true or not but just her telling my is enough to blow my mind. (sorry i can't say what it is) I am soo scared for her because this is just very wrong and i am very disappointed in her. I have known her since 3rd grade we were best friends back then, and i dont know what changed but something did and i feel like its my fault. I was the one that left her behind in this twisted and demented place we call high school. Maybe if i hadn't left her she would have never dont this, maybe my good judgment would have been with her and she wouldn't have done something so stupid, maybe. Now if this turns out to not be true and she was just saying it...well i can't imagine why she would say something like this and it be a lie, because that would be so stupid. I mean does she think she is cool for telling people? all it does is ruin her reputation as a person, as a girl, and as the person i thought i knew. But i guess i really dont know her if she choose to do this...
This made me stressed out all day. all i can do is think about her and how she could have done this, why she would have done this, and if its not true why she would tell people it was....its all utter frustration....
<3Brooke