An ode to miguel by Malou Bravo
(my sister is going to kill me if she finds out i posted this but it doesn't cease me to love her more as i read thus i'd like to spead love by posting this.. though I think it's unfinished)
November 17, 2008
“An Ode to Miguel”
It’s not often do we catch ourselves in love with somebody, and more rare is to catch ourselves to fall in love at first sight... this is the story of me and my Miguel.
The truth is I knew it since I was young what I wanted so badly for my future, and that’s a family with children as the highlight of it. There was never a second in my life that I doubted that I will struggle to get that dream of mine. I started realizing that dream when I got married to the love of my life, my better half, my soul-mate, my best friend, my consoler, my ally in this journey of life, Rain days before Christmas. From then on, my life is never the same (in good ways for most). My Christmas blues were gone and all my memory of Christmas is how happy I was on that one special day, days before Christmas. When I got pregnant, I was overwhelmed. Good things are just too much and are just coming so fast more than what my both palms can handle. Since the good things that are coming are just too precious for me to let it fall from my hands, I freaked out and panicked and all of a sudden you get to make some wrong decisions, but then thank God it was not bad to ruin everything or for me not to have chance to make them right. But I was not alone haunted by the overwhelming changes and experiences. My husband was not spared and worse he was not use to any pressures in most of his life.