relieved......
Well it is friday, and we all know that means fun! I am ready for the weekend for sure! I need to be refreshed and renewed. I think I am in denial of how I really am. All I pray for is to be broken.....Yet I find it so hard to let it happen. I feel emotion, and I feel tears in my eyes; yet I suppress it. Why? Does anyone know what I mean? It's like I am trying to prove that I can be strong. Who am I trying to prove though!? I am constantly battling my own pride. At college group last night Erin talked about being aware of the battle between the self and the spirit. I guess this is the first step. Realization.......oh wait I gotta go. I will finish later(5:30).......