Another Day in My Life
well to start I'll give a little about myself I'm 27 years old and live in PA. I like to sing,dance,write,draw,play sims2,play console games, reading,RPG,anime, anime club, Playing on gaiaonline.com a really good website btw, and many many more.
I work at a restaurant currently as a hostess. or as the customers say a hostess with the mostess lol go figure.
currently I'm a little down. These last two weeks have been lonely confusing and sad. I lost my grandmother last week and I tried to get to know here for years but just never seemed to work things always deterred me but I finally got to see her not the best way at a persons funeral but hey what can I do. While I was there my aunts uncles cousins almost even my step brother didn't really know me and during the funeral I felt completely isolated from them I tried so hard to make a connection and yes I know funerals aren't the best settings to get to know family but the last picture any of them had of me was at age 14 maybe even younger not sure but I missed out and it hurts and now I try to make a connection but it hasn't worked and I don't know if it will. So I hurt and feel lonely.
Also in my drama life I found out at the same day of my grandmothers death that my father has cancer pretty bad. They removed the cancer from his vocal cords and they told him that was all they could do now they wanted him to wait for 6months so dad decided to go to rosswell and they think he might have more in his lungs, joy oh boy. Another surgery will be soon and I am afraid go figure.
My goodness I wrote a lot today I'll stop for now maybe later there will be more but for now...