i had a swim meet on thursday. i saw my bestest best brotha from a different motha TIMMY! yup yup i was happy camper. friday ummm what did i do, oh yea i went to go see my friend cami at her basketball game at central. yup yup lets just say that that day wasnt a very good nor was it VERY bad. but me and josh being friends i think is over. he hasnt talked to me and i havent talked to him since then. i dk he got mad cuz i didnt say hi to him and he was acting like i wasnt even there. he just started making out with his girlfriend whenever i was around and that really hurt me but w/e why would he care? and his girlfriend got mad at him cuz she thought that he still liked me...well of course not, why would he?
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oh well. i give up. i shouldnt even had started talkin to him again anyways. i guess he wont be going to my swim meet this thursday. but its ok, as long as hes happy. um what else? oh and ummm these football players that were seniors started talking to me and they wanted my number. but i said no cuz im a lil freshman and i dont know thats kind of old! oh well. ummm my friend came and picked me up on saturday and we went to eat and we went to the mall. i got a skirt a halter top and a shirt and a whole mess of earrings and rings and i bought my friend earrings and a shirt. i dk shes my best friend ive known her since i was 5. im just nice like that...today um nothing at all. ive just been kinda bummed out lately. and timmy got mad at me yesterday i felt so bad. its a long ass story and i think ive wrote enough...well i guess i should go.
i have no life.
i love you guys..
<3emily