so this is how it ends huh...
if it isnt you guys.gosh no ones here.another shot of lonliness.im tired of all this bull shit.maybe he is right.i do need someone to be here for me.well he was but i guess its over now.never fails.theres another tear for you.i know i have my whole life to find that someone.but sometimes...you just cant help but wish you had them from now until forever.if only he knew.i love him so much, sometimes I think about him and I cant breathe.i knew something was gonna go bad.i could feel it.thats why ive been crying.now its just worse.i cant look forward to anything.doesnt mean im gonna give up.i just dont have anything.no real friends to count on, except maybe danny and jorge.but there busy with their lives.and now no jonathan.maybe all this shits thats happening is for the best.maybe next year will be better.ill leave behind another bad year with a horrible ending.with a brokeheart and tearful eyes.you know what the worse thing is...this is all from the heart...
at least my grades are good.
now im ready for high school.it just seems like you find all the real people.nothing phony.find people who know how you feel.yeah theres some people that will hate you for who you are, dont you think im already going through that.but i just hope i have more friends than i do now and dont have to be anything phony.oh well.i just cant wait.i wanna leave.im just hopin it will be better.
well until next time..
byesssssssssss
<3emily