im tired of your bullshit.
first of all...do you get off on tearing me down...
(cause i honestly think he does)
and what do i do...i always take him back because i consider him a good friend..
not a smart idea cause to him apparently i "choose bad friends"
no shit sherlock..your one of them..
all you do is yell at me ..tell me im stupid..tell me "shes a bad influence" "shes bitchy" ..tear ...wear ...me down..im tired of always FIGHTING for you..for us to stay friends..WTF am i doing this for..you do it evertime things start looking up..and then..your next move..fucking CLASSIC!!!!! ..you apologize...no wonder i hate the fucking word "sorry"...it doesnt mean JACK! to anybody!! now when ppl say it..its means nothing to me...its a fucking ruetine..clockwork...i give it a day..or maybe two..and i will be definetly surprised! if you dont. and him trying to be this hardass(always infront of his friends) says.."your actually making this easy for me" and you wonder "WHAT YOU DID WRONG" how the hell can you ask that when the answer is right infront of you...you pull this shit on me alllll the time..and like an idiot..i take you back..and for what..to keep drama in my life...no wonder im not happy..i focus on everybody else being happy..for what..to get torn down again..and again.."im sorry" "im sorry" "im sorry" damn if i got a freaking penny..for how many times he's said it..id be a freaking millionaire! i hate that word now...
im very angry as you can tell hahaha
i do this to myself all the time
i cant let him go.
i mean we r friends..
but a real friend shouldnt be doing this.
(cause i honestly think he does)
and what do i do...i always take him back because i consider him a good friend..
not a smart idea cause to him apparently i "choose bad friends"
no shit sherlock..your one of them..
all you do is yell at me ..tell me im stupid..tell me "shes a bad influence" "shes bitchy" ..tear ...wear ...me down..im tired of always FIGHTING for you..for us to stay friends..WTF am i doing this for..you do it evertime things start looking up..and then..your next move..fucking CLASSIC!!!!! ..you apologize...no wonder i hate the fucking word "sorry"...it doesnt mean JACK! to anybody!! now when ppl say it..its means nothing to me...its a fucking ruetine..clockwork...i give it a day..or maybe two..and i will be definetly surprised! if you dont. and him trying to be this hardass(always infront of his friends) says.."your actually making this easy for me" and you wonder "WHAT YOU DID WRONG" how the hell can you ask that when the answer is right infront of you...you pull this shit on me alllll the time..and like an idiot..i take you back..and for what..to keep drama in my life...no wonder im not happy..i focus on everybody else being happy..for what..to get torn down again..and again.."im sorry" "im sorry" "im sorry" damn if i got a freaking penny..for how many times he's said it..id be a freaking millionaire! i hate that word now...
im very angry as you can tell hahaha
i do this to myself all the time
i cant let him go.
i mean we r friends..
but a real friend shouldnt be doing this.