its not the same..and i begin to wonder why i came

[ursmile_kills]

soo i just had the most amazing night tonight.
but earlier today i got bad news.
but earlier earlier was good.
i found out that im no longer failing english haha
because i shouldnt have been in the first place.
soo we stopped dating.
and well we are still good friends.
but now..its a lil different.
i know its pathetic..he wrote stuff in his profile about us.
and now he takes it out..and it bothers me..
for some reason..but hey my fault right?
love.
so many ppl say it.
but do they know what it means.
im driving myself crazy.
boys are lame.
they really do need to grow up.
i dont know how i feel right now.
a feel of regret but knowing that it was for the best for me.
i found out there was another death in my family.
3 in the past 1 yr.
next monday will be a yr since my gma.
life is short.
regret seems hard to avoid.