..i'm on the verge of a breakdown, and noones here to save me..

[urshiningstar]

the "you" that i was refering to was not you "you" think it is. alas, it was about my beloved mother & father, being "you" as in plural. sorry for your utter disapointment.

bryan & i talked again last night, and i know i said i was "done", but..uh. he "promised" he'd call tonight, but i don't think i'm going to hold my breathe..he's the phone call that never comes..

i <3 you, and that's all that needs to be said..

xoxo