Aug 29, 2004 11:35
long time no update huh? ok well summer is practically over..school is in like 3 days and it sucks and i didnt even go school shopping yet and im just gunna go on tuesday..of course the day before school starts..fucking yay! that should be fun..
so now that thats over..had band camp all last week..it was soo rough and it so hot and ekk..i had such bad sunburn i think i had sun poisining..gross my shoulders are all bubbley..oh well--so i have a wierd tan tan and its so dumb but atleast im a little tanner..oh well..the field show is all starting to come together but its still not there yet..but danceline has practice the night before school =( and then on wednesday after school..then on thursday night..what the hell?! too much band i tell you....but we def do need practice so you know that practice makes perfect!!!
went to the danceline party the other day..it was reaaally fun..me cait christina and alyssa have been hanging out a lot lately and its awesome! they kick ass..went swimming and played pacman and air hockey and pool and ping pong..yesh that was fun..
yesterday my sister left for college =( it was soo sad..i miss her so much..she was like everything to me--she was always there to talk with me when i needed it and she always drove me everywhere and always paid for me for everything and now shes gone and im lost..but it gets worse..my brother is leaving on wednesday too! and so is elise..and now what do i do? now im going to be completely lost..we were all so close! =( :tears: =( grr now im gunna be so lonely and since i dont have my liscense yet im just gunna be all by myself and im probably just gunna sit home all the time alone =(...but john said he'd be my big brother replacement so thats good..and he said cait can be my big little sister..? if that makes sense because shes younger then me? oh well..
so that brings me to today i believe..? i dont think im gunna do anything today..im supposed to go to nicoles sweet 16th party but i dont know if im aloud because i "dont know how to clean up after myself"..whatever..im gunna try though..my hardest because i really wanna go! =(
please COMMENT?!? appreciate it!
<33 later kids
i miss you and love you nicole..hope your having fun up there!