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May 02, 2006 08:52

I havent updated in such a looong time but everything has been going great soo far.  i just got my license yesterday so nowi can drive legally! im soo happy. and well ive been hanging out with my friends again. since well i havent..

well actually this is how it went it was always like naww i cant hangout work work work work work
i always worked . i quit and got a okay job with a couple days to work and all and thats it.
now i can hangout with friends who i havent hung out with in forever. i felt like i kinda lost my friends
because well they all thought i was a flake because i would say next week we would hangout and/
then it would never happen and well i hate people like that soo i decided to make a change and now i feel
happy. ive been takling to people i havent takled to in forever and well im really happy.

me and charlie are going back out which well its cool
its just that he is such a nice guy really he is.
ive never met someone so nice.  he always tells me sweet
things and how he wants to be with me forever and ya know all
that bolone sweet talk i love you blah blah blah.

haha ive heard alot of it.  but yeah he always takes me out
and makes me feel so special.

but for some reason. ... i dont think i will ever love him as much
as i love my first.

and thats that.

hes knows it too so its not like i i didnt tell him.
but yeah sometimes i feel shitty for being like that
but its true

i cant every smile as big as i used too
i never will have those feelings for him.

yeah well iom going to get ready for school since it is a little late  ha.
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