... life is interesting
Well i dont know what to say one of my good friends just passed away and all i can do is think and think why it happened ... why ..
Me and Trevor where good friends he was always there for me i remember as soon as ben broke up with me he came over and we eat top ramen cus its our favorite and he told me that everything was going to be okay and we just talked about life and all i remember him sneaking in my house and just hanging out i remember when i first moved in i had a little thing for him and i remember he kissed me and told me i was amazing but that we could only remain friends...
knowing that he lives 2 houses down from me and it happens hurt me.. it makes me think why wasnt i there why didnt i call i know i cant really blame myself for it but i think about it all the time ... that i wont be able to walk from the bus stop to my house anymore no more talks no more laughs nothing .. ive been crying so much lately .. i dont even know what to do i feel bad i wish i at least could have said thanks for being there for me and being a nice friend but then again i never knew something this big would happen...
i remember u calling me MJ all the time haha and i would call u T Dawg
and i remember u coming over and playing halo with me and i would always win lol u always made me laugh u where just so happy all the time i remember we would talk for hours on our awesome walkie talkies ..heh
i wish i could wake up and have this just be all a bad dream...
i wake up every hour at night thinking about it i feel so bad for his girlfriend and his parents i feel so bad for everyone that knew him
he was such a nice guy to everyone and he had such a amazing heart ..
i will always be thinking about you trevor i will never forget you NEVER
.. ur M.J. -- Maryam
i will be there this thursday ...<3 i love you trevor
Me and Trevor where good friends he was always there for me i remember as soon as ben broke up with me he came over and we eat top ramen cus its our favorite and he told me that everything was going to be okay and we just talked about life and all i remember him sneaking in my house and just hanging out i remember when i first moved in i had a little thing for him and i remember he kissed me and told me i was amazing but that we could only remain friends...
knowing that he lives 2 houses down from me and it happens hurt me.. it makes me think why wasnt i there why didnt i call i know i cant really blame myself for it but i think about it all the time ... that i wont be able to walk from the bus stop to my house anymore no more talks no more laughs nothing .. ive been crying so much lately .. i dont even know what to do i feel bad i wish i at least could have said thanks for being there for me and being a nice friend but then again i never knew something this big would happen...
i remember u calling me MJ all the time haha and i would call u T Dawg
and i remember u coming over and playing halo with me and i would always win lol u always made me laugh u where just so happy all the time i remember we would talk for hours on our awesome walkie talkies ..heh
i wish i could wake up and have this just be all a bad dream...
i wake up every hour at night thinking about it i feel so bad for his girlfriend and his parents i feel so bad for everyone that knew him
he was such a nice guy to everyone and he had such a amazing heart ..
i will always be thinking about you trevor i will never forget you NEVER
.. ur M.J. -- Maryam
i will be there this thursday ...<3 i love you trevor