easy day
many lives cross - which one is it?
many lives never meet again... most watch others go by... hurt... confused... lost... not understand what went wrong...
its difficult for us.. we question, we think.. .we have emotions... life no longer is carefree like in childhood.. no matter how much we want to go back... it... just wont... its sad really.. that we as humans cannot go back to what it was...
love was everywhere... just ... a different love... a padded, a fantasy ... deluded view of what love was... but nevertheless it was love... a love for a friend... not adult in bed thoughts... just happy to play with eat other in the sandbox with the action figures.. willing to stick up to anyone because of the allowance our parents started to give us... we thought... money was almighty and powerful
to be able to call in a servant to get you a lolly and you be able to enjoy the beautiful sweetness of both the lolly and the power.
... it isnt like that anymore....
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well ^^| today.. woke up later. that usual.. why? cos i stayed up till 1 last night doing my damn tutor hw. um went to tutor.. it wasnt too hard or taxing on my mind, i came back.. it was SUNNY!!! ==" and yet i stayed inside.. and did nothing.. =/ i got bored... so i watched phatom of the opera.. and i got scared sorta.. when the girl wend to find him ^^| i didnt get scared at his face =P seen worse =P :L hahah [in the mirror]
umm and then in a few hrs of nothing.. i am here.. *strangely*... still doing nothing ^^|
*sigh* i think yesterday was such a good day... compared to today and my average routine x] oh wells =) i am sick of games now.. that all seem to be crap xD
and thats about it for now..
*sigh* feeling a little sad.. though.. it was sunny.. i was feeling a little down x] *shrugs*
many lives never meet again... most watch others go by... hurt... confused... lost... not understand what went wrong...
its difficult for us.. we question, we think.. .we have emotions... life no longer is carefree like in childhood.. no matter how much we want to go back... it... just wont... its sad really.. that we as humans cannot go back to what it was...
love was everywhere... just ... a different love... a padded, a fantasy ... deluded view of what love was... but nevertheless it was love... a love for a friend... not adult in bed thoughts... just happy to play with eat other in the sandbox with the action figures.. willing to stick up to anyone because of the allowance our parents started to give us... we thought... money was almighty and powerful
to be able to call in a servant to get you a lolly and you be able to enjoy the beautiful sweetness of both the lolly and the power.
... it isnt like that anymore....
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~``
well ^^| today.. woke up later. that usual.. why? cos i stayed up till 1 last night doing my damn tutor hw. um went to tutor.. it wasnt too hard or taxing on my mind, i came back.. it was SUNNY!!! ==" and yet i stayed inside.. and did nothing.. =/ i got bored... so i watched phatom of the opera.. and i got scared sorta.. when the girl wend to find him ^^| i didnt get scared at his face =P seen worse =P :L hahah [in the mirror]
umm and then in a few hrs of nothing.. i am here.. *strangely*... still doing nothing ^^|
*sigh* i think yesterday was such a good day... compared to today and my average routine x] oh wells =) i am sick of games now.. that all seem to be crap xD
and thats about it for now..
*sigh* feeling a little sad.. though.. it was sunny.. i was feeling a little down x] *shrugs*