Jan 29, 2007 12:38
i always prayed to God to just kill Aaron so that i would have no choice by to get over him.
Last nite i had a dream someone shot him and he died. so im just going to pretend that it really happened.
i was supposed to be involved in the murder of like 4 other people and i had a gun and i was with the group of people when they killed a few of them. but i just could bring myself to shoot anyone. & he wasnt on my list. i had no idea that he was going to be killed. when i went home, i found out that he was one of the people who had been killed and in my dream we were living together. i was questioned by the cops and since i didnt shoot anyone, they left me alone after that. and i had to go through all this stuff of ours. and it sucked. there was a walk in closet full of stuff from our past. i dunno if that means that i have skeletons in my closet and unfinished business or what, but i do have a plastic container full of stuff from our relationship on the highest shelf in my closet...
damn it, i wish hed go back to Goshen...
im ready for cali when its ready for me.
-trish