so i know i havent been here in FOREVER, but too many people are on myspace, and i think people forgot that i have a livejournal. so i guess im here for the privacy, lol
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WOW i got freakin excited to see you update!!! im listening to JT right now, burning your cd.
i miss you trish. you got me excited sayin things about comin to SB for a bit. i never ask you to come here for me cuz i know you couldnt wait to leave and never come back so i feel like it would be dumb to ask you to come back even for a nite.
but god i need a trish nite.
i would LOVE it if youd come like early on a saturday, and we could glam up, get some dinner and head out to a few bars and get trashed. granted id have to find a sober driver but im sure mom wouldnt have a problem comin to get us. and just come back here and have a girlies nite like we used to. i miss those so bad.
i know i get in these stages where i dont show it as well, but damn i think about you on a daily. i talk about you constantly cuz it helps me when i miss our days spent together. i always tell ppl how proud of you i am.
sometimes i cant talk to ppl who arent here on a daily basis cuz it just makes me remember how bad it hurts that they arent here. ask britt and shawn, they know it too, i dont talk to them for days or weeks cuz it kills me to sometimes. maybe i need to learn how to handle it better. but sometimes it doesnt hurt as bad if im stuck in my own little world.
i love coming to see you, and id do it more offten, but every trip is usualy about 100 bux, and its hard to save money as it is, so when i have it i come out there, i just cant do it as offten as id love to. those 2 weeks in a row was a blast, i wish i was rich damnit. lol.
you and scott where the 2 main ppl in my life and then all of a sudden you both left in some form and i havnt been right in the head since.
anyway, this cd is really fuckin good, im sure you know from what you heard, lol.
i love you chicka. im sorry you seem down latley, thats never good, but no matter what shit you gotta go through life will be ok. just remember that. and try to think that maybe the not so good things happen to make things better in the end.
i went through alot of shit last yr and it only made me stronger and better in the long run, so let life throw its shit at you, youll get through it and be a better person because of it. i know it seems hard to think like that, but its the truth, and thats how i get through my days.
i miss you trish. you got me excited sayin things about comin to SB for a bit. i never ask you to come here for me cuz i know you couldnt wait to leave and never come back so i feel like it would be dumb to ask you to come back even for a nite.
but god i need a trish nite.
i would LOVE it if youd come like early on a saturday, and we could glam up, get some dinner and head out to a few bars and get trashed. granted id have to find a sober driver but im sure mom wouldnt have a problem comin to get us. and just come back here and have a girlies nite like we used to. i miss those so bad.
i know i get in these stages where i dont show it as well, but damn i think about you on a daily. i talk about you constantly cuz it helps me when i miss our days spent together.
i always tell ppl how proud of you i am.
sometimes i cant talk to ppl who arent here on a daily basis cuz it just makes me remember how bad it hurts that they arent here. ask britt and shawn, they know it too, i dont talk to them for days or weeks cuz it kills me to sometimes. maybe i need to learn how to handle it better. but sometimes it doesnt hurt as bad if im stuck in my own little world.
i love coming to see you, and id do it more offten, but every trip is usualy about 100 bux, and its hard to save money as it is, so when i have it i come out there, i just cant do it as offten as id love to. those 2 weeks in a row was a blast, i wish i was rich damnit. lol.
you and scott where the 2 main ppl in my life and then all of a sudden you both left in some form and i havnt been right in the head since.
anyway, this cd is really fuckin good, im sure you know from what you heard, lol.
i love you chicka. im sorry you seem down latley, thats never good, but no matter what shit you gotta go through life will be ok. just remember that. and try to think that maybe the not so good things happen to make things better in the end.
i went through alot of shit last yr and it only made me stronger and better in the long run, so let life throw its shit at you, youll get through it and be a better person because of it. i know it seems hard to think like that, but its the truth, and thats how i get through my days.
keep your head up. you rock.
<3
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