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Hrm..what the hell has gotten into me lately?..I was so beyond tired at work yesterday, for some reason i've been like that for the last couple of days. I don't want to get into this sleep all day/be stupidly tired at work/come home get fucked up/stay up all night--fucked up/ state again. I didn't last night though, go me! ha, i got off of work w/ Jen and went to my house to eat, because i didn't eat all day.. had the new McDonald's chicken/bacon thing, and it's actually pretty damn good. Yeah..
Then on to Eddie'snMichelle's (I've reached the point where they are no longer separate ppl anymore, and that really bothers me. But oh well.) where i polished off the rest of the Captian Morgan's. I stayed there for about an hour and a half.. then walked my slightly buzzed ass home, like a good girl, and went to sleep by 1, which is good for me.
Yep yep.
Strange dream. Too strange to actually reaccount here.. because it's still twisted in my head. Had to do with that boy again. Yeah.. i'm desperate to get him totally, completely out of my head, but i know that won't happen, and if it's gonna happen, my desperation is gonna make it a slower proccess. *sigh* what the hell is with me lately?.. i'm concerned. He's in Cal. I think.. see..haven't talked to him in so long, i don't really know.. but i'm still concerned. Damnit. Damnit. DAMNIT.
I need to clean my messy ass room..grr.. hey, notice the time anybody??? It's AM! Not PM! And I'm awake! I did good today! yaay! where's my gold star?.. :-P
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Then on to Eddie'snMichelle's (I've reached the point where they are no longer separate ppl anymore, and that really bothers me. But oh well.) where i polished off the rest of the Captian Morgan's. I stayed there for about an hour and a half.. then walked my slightly buzzed ass home, like a good girl, and went to sleep by 1, which is good for me.
Yep yep.
Strange dream. Too strange to actually reaccount here.. because it's still twisted in my head. Had to do with that boy again. Yeah.. i'm desperate to get him totally, completely out of my head, but i know that won't happen, and if it's gonna happen, my desperation is gonna make it a slower proccess. *sigh* what the hell is with me lately?.. i'm concerned. He's in Cal. I think.. see..haven't talked to him in so long, i don't really know.. but i'm still concerned. Damnit. Damnit. DAMNIT.
I need to clean my messy ass room..grr.. hey, notice the time anybody??? It's AM! Not PM! And I'm awake! I did good today! yaay! where's my gold star?.. :-P
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