May 04, 2009 13:40
The only positive i can find with being in pain is that i now prescribed pain killers that make me loopy as shit and i cant get in trouble for having them or being on them, this is going to make school a tad bit better.. at least until i my body gets use to it but then they up my dosage so maybe its not the greatest but there are some perks.
I guess Im in a pretty good mood which sadly is kind of weird, it shouldn't be but it is but i would def rather be in a weirdly happy mood then pissed off at the world or depressed because that gets old. I still wish it was summer but i am going to keep wishing that until i get it, ill just get lost in my daydreams for now i suppose..
We get our grades for the middle of the marking period next week or maybe its this week and id rather not see them but i think i am doing pretty well, i hope any ways because if i've been working my ass off for nothing i am really going to be pissed. a guess its good my parents haven't been on my back about them i think they feel sorry for me? or something not that its what i want but it keeps them quiet so thats a nice change
i could get away with getting the bare minimum but getting good grades is important, pretty important for me.
I think im going to go play my fit even though im already killer tired and sore
it makes me feel goooood.