my life as i know it

[urownsunshine91]

there's so much going on, i don't even want to jump in it even though i am pretty much getting thrown into it anyways, going to stay productive and as positive as i possibly can, i don't want to go down that road again.
as of right now the only thing im focusing on is
SCHOOL
SCHOOL
SCHOOL
ACT PREP
& SCHOOL
oh and my health.
if that means me having no social life until summer then thats what its going to have to be, its not like too many other things matter, my friends do but they will either understand it or just have to deal, for once im putting my self first and even though thats selfish as shit i want to be happy.

i really need a job though, its kinda pissing me off seeing as how i cant find one
trying to save up $$$ so i can do what i want with my life.

summer just needs to hurry up, i dont think i have ever needed it more
theres a little less then 50 days of school left, not counting the weekends and break
so that means theres a little over 50 days until nc, and i cant wait.