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Why do I feel that it doesn't matter the direction I take in life, I will never be happy?
Why is it that I feel so out of control of my own life?
Why do I have to sit and watch other people ache because I can't figure out who I am?
Why can't I just let myself be better?
Why can't I be better...
I want to be a better person. I want to be in love. I want to have a fairy tale. I want to be one of those girls that is happy with someone and knows that they can never live without them. I dont want to be the girl that I am.
why is it so hard for me?
all this accomplishes is broken hearts and unhappiness.
I have come to the conclusion that I will never live the dreams that I want to live,
and the only person standing in my way is, me.
<3
Why is it that I feel so out of control of my own life?
Why do I have to sit and watch other people ache because I can't figure out who I am?
Why can't I just let myself be better?
Why can't I be better...
I want to be a better person. I want to be in love. I want to have a fairy tale. I want to be one of those girls that is happy with someone and knows that they can never live without them. I dont want to be the girl that I am.
why is it so hard for me?
all this accomplishes is broken hearts and unhappiness.
I have come to the conclusion that I will never live the dreams that I want to live,
and the only person standing in my way is, me.
<3