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theyre playing mr. brightside. I swear this song makes me cry just how it reminds me of middle school. How couldnt i ,i grew up with all of my dunbar people. Theyve seen the worst of me and the best and everything in between. I don't even talk to them anymore. Do realize what its like to go through three of the best years with people and then just give up any friendship you have with them...all of them. I can still rmemeber every minute of my eighth grade dance and i dont think i really thought that big of it when it was really the last time we would all be together. I went through middle school so fast and eager to get out and didnt appriciate everything about it...im hoping highschool wont be anything like that.
speaking of...cypress is positivly awsome. Ive met some of the coolest people...and some of the worst but we wont get into that. I dont know how i could possibly catch up in one entry. So much shit has happened...the sean phaze died, nothing ended up happening with alex, though i came dead close and chickened the fuck out. I regret that night so bad. I really wonder what would have happened if i had just took christinas advice...then again, maybe nothing
Washington was stupid. The whole fukcing summer was stupid. though there were some damn good times. I feel like shit because i like somebody who i REALLY shouldnt. andi's the only one who i can tell because we are in it together. i didnt go to home coming. i dont kno what the hell is wrong with me lately i havent felt like going out and doing NEthing. I just kind of stay in these days.
i need something to look foward to...er someone. Then again iv been looking foward to someone for a while now and we all know thats going no where.
i could use a nice juicy outback ;) steak right now
<3 lauren
...i really dont want to lose u guys so call me some time ...okay?
speaking of...cypress is positivly awsome. Ive met some of the coolest people...and some of the worst but we wont get into that. I dont know how i could possibly catch up in one entry. So much shit has happened...the sean phaze died, nothing ended up happening with alex, though i came dead close and chickened the fuck out. I regret that night so bad. I really wonder what would have happened if i had just took christinas advice...then again, maybe nothing
Washington was stupid. The whole fukcing summer was stupid. though there were some damn good times. I feel like shit because i like somebody who i REALLY shouldnt. andi's the only one who i can tell because we are in it together. i didnt go to home coming. i dont kno what the hell is wrong with me lately i havent felt like going out and doing NEthing. I just kind of stay in these days.
i need something to look foward to...er someone. Then again iv been looking foward to someone for a while now and we all know thats going no where.
i could use a nice juicy outback ;) steak right now
<3 lauren
...i really dont want to lose u guys so call me some time ...okay?