Feb 09, 2004 20:23
God I am so ticked off I am crying. I hate my mom and dad and wished that they would stay out of my life because no matter what I do or say- it is always wrong. I never feel sorry for myself but I really hate my fucking life right now. My parents piss me off way too much and I wish that they would just lay off on my life... I have no fucking freedom, my mom won't let me on the fucking phone...I haven't even been on my first fucking date.... I have these two huge pimples on my forehead... I was invited to two parties this weekend involving pot and a little eighth grade party that I am going to probably end up going to b/c life sux and I don't even think that I can go to it. And fricken Zach is gonna be there.... god... stop crying... my tears wont stop.... I hate crying... it's like these stupid everlasting fountains of water falling from my eyes. And I was in a really good mood until my mom brought up a really touchy subject which I am not going to discuss and I just really wish an alternative to my life would be suicide. xdeathxcorex But I am not suicidal... it's just too out of my league. God.... I hate the fact that I can't get on the phone. See, I'd give my number to chase.... but uhh... he can't call so what's the point in giving my # out if you can't even call? But hey... what the fuck- anything to spite my mom 7703453878. That is my fucking number but don't call... it'll just be another number in your fucking phonebook. Congratulations... you got digits.