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children expect their parents to provide for them but when is a parent providing too much or too little? if i had kids i would be quite sacrificial of myself in order for them to have a chance to grow up but once they grew up i would expect them to be more self sufficient.
i'm only wondering this because i dont feel prepared for much of anything. work sucks, living isnt all that great and i only strive to do things that are productive to no one but myself.
is it really that odd? in all honesty... is it too awkward of me to want to be unproductive toward anyone else? things might be different if a lady were involved, sure, but i can only wonder why i am this way. what makes me the person i am? i am fairly pathetic, however i usually do above and beyond the required when i eventually get around to doing it.
i feel few people can relate but i cant know that for sure. does anyone have a semi-reasonable answer to the meaning of life? or the meaning of love? happiness?
it is a pity that tragic things seem easier to define.
i'm only wondering this because i dont feel prepared for much of anything. work sucks, living isnt all that great and i only strive to do things that are productive to no one but myself.
is it really that odd? in all honesty... is it too awkward of me to want to be unproductive toward anyone else? things might be different if a lady were involved, sure, but i can only wonder why i am this way. what makes me the person i am? i am fairly pathetic, however i usually do above and beyond the required when i eventually get around to doing it.
i feel few people can relate but i cant know that for sure. does anyone have a semi-reasonable answer to the meaning of life? or the meaning of love? happiness?
it is a pity that tragic things seem easier to define.